...what makes us happy? GET A LIFE!

I think I will never stop bothering myself on things like that.
Why do I feel happy? I think I have enough reasons to do that:

1. I'm breathing
2. I'm walking
3. I'm loving life as it is.
4. I'm able to enjoy small things
5. I'M NOT AFRAID OF A CHANGE.

I think I will skip the well-known ones and jump to point 5.
All the people I know are afraid to change things. When I say "afraid" I mean that people KNOW what is better for them but for whatever reason they stay in the same stagnating swamp where they rot subsequently becoming losers, pain-in-the-necks, energy vampires etc...I'm not afraid. But my life depends....depends on these people because they are my relatives, friends, love ones...And you can not just say - "GET A LIFE" to your brother or to your sister. There always should be subtle way of delivering the info. They say I'm hard on them. I'm senseless...Shit, this is not what I wanted people to think about me, I just know what does it take to be able to enjoy life and not fall into the stinky suffocating ditch of depression. It's not only about enjoying small things like the dawn, like the sunshine, like beauty of a woman's body, music etc...it's also about being able to feel the world. Feel that there aren't any conditions for most of the people to live normally or at least have enough food to feed themselves. NONE of my friends experience this kind of situations...That's why I want to say - GET A LIFE!!! Means - feel that there is no way you will become a bum, or a cripple, or get a deadly disease if you work hard and strive for what you want. If you don't know what you want - just work where you can. It will come eventually.
Of course there are situations that are out of control...here I don't have any thoughts...maybe if I get lupus somehow I will start singing another song, but for now - no more whining and weeping, friends! GET A LIFE! Learn...I don't know...to play theremin! :)
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Bless you all!
D.