Running wild. Who is to be successful?

...when life seems to be boring an dull and you sit and think "Why in the world is it so hard to drag myself out to do something" you risk to draw some divine anger upon yourself. If you have a job and some people around you, if you have both legs, hands and a head and your liver is still working - welcome to the world of MUST BE HAPPY. If you are not - seek for what you think can change your life.
In my case - I was not really searching for it. It just happened. I always played guitar - now I have two bands to develop. I always wanted to try myself in recording music in a club. This life gives me a chance to try myself in one of the best clubs I know...I work. Well, maybe I'm restless, but I have just returned from UK from a business trip. Things work out and I'm asking myself - WHY??? I always thought that I'm a lazy bone with no prospects because I was bad in math at school...but now I tend to agree with Kurt Vonnegut. It's not entirely up to how much you know. Knowledge can help, but the most important thing is - being humane. It's a difficult and tricky thing to do...I used to think that it has something to do with being social, partying, being a nice guy...but now I discovered (maybe a little late) that being social does not mean that you have to drink your head off in bars and parties every weekend...Social presumes you to be a member of a society that characterizes itself somehow. In simple terms we are all social cuz we are members of the world's humanity species. But within our human group - find the area where you belong...I'm a musician but I was not able to find companions among musicians because It's much more than that that I require...I need a person to be good. Humane. Higher than childish bias and superstitions...Today grownups behave like ignorant children. All the examples of successful (in my opinion) people that I have met (not many at all) are kind and generous people. They don't cheat, they live their lives out of deceit...damn, it's hard to maintain this. Almost impossible when you know that you can try to make money on selling porn in the internet...or cheating on your wife or your girlfriend with some bimbo in a club which is no longer a difficult task. All depends on how much Jager you order. Well, good riddance, I say. I dont want those people around me. But then I find my self described as a-social and boring. Shit. Never thought that I'm that way and I don't agree. In my life I have people who I love and who I care about, my life is filled with thrill and challenge, I'm true in my intentions and I'm honest with people and myself and for all those people who think that the most important thing in the world is to party and make money by selling scam and bogus I'd like to say: YOU ARE A-SOCIAL. Search for human connections, not for profit.

When profit brings you human connections - be careful with those people. When human connections based on friendship, trust, love, respect bring you profit - that's the way to go.....

BE HAPPY!